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<title><![CDATA[SHY]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[Last night we went to a favorite restaurant and after we walked and held hands and made out a bit. It was all very romantic. Then we hopped in a cab to North Beach, the land of strippers and tourists.  <br><br>We walked up to the Lusty Lady, a place I'd been before, and I was very nervous. I think it's the aggressive sexual attention- I instantly get weak in the knees like a teenage boy.   <br><br>We go inside, wait for a large private booth to become available, and duck inside. We settle in on the bench, cramped next to each other, hearts pounding. A few dollars and our shade raises. The dancers are all beautiful. I know one of them, furthest from us. Our dancer is really gorgeous. Smooth skin, slow movement, and a great ass. She is very excited to see us. She dances for us, shows us her body, and I wish that glass wasn't there.   <br><br>I feel giddy and nervous and shy. We tell her she's beautiful and I'm all smiles.  She tells me to show her my tits. I'm shocked for whatever reason, and suddenly I'm modest. I barely have time to get embarrassed before he pulls them out of my shirt for me. I'm looking at the dancer, smiling and feeling shy. She tells him to lick my nipple. He does and I look at her while she watches and moans. Another dancer comes over to watch now. His hands are all over me, his eyes on the other girls. It sets off a yummy feeling of objectification for me.  <br><br>I'm touching his thighs over his jeans and he pushes my hand into his crotch. I feel his hard cock under his clothes and I feel my cunt start to throb. I rub him while we kiss and watch the dancers. They are very excited we're there and encourage us to do more.   <br><br>He unzips his fly and pulls out his cock. The girls moan and I take it in my hand. I stroke him, lick the head of his cock, and I can hear him breathing heavy. I take him into my mouth, slide his cock down my throat while he watches the dancers. I steal a peek and see our dancer's ass up and spread, her neon g string around her ankle. He thrusts back into my mouth, I suck and work and hear him moan. He comes, we make out and watch the dancers for a few more minutes.   <br><br>She tells us thanks for giving her a great start to the week. We tell her goodbye and walk to a bar for the last drink of the night.]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[GETTIN GROSS]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[Ah, yes.. A return to filth! <br/><br/> <br/> Last night: <br/><br/>    I get in the shower and wash quickly, waiting for him to come in. I'm nervous and I wait. He gets in too and washes, with no mention of what's about to happen. I try to read him for a sign of his mood or interest, but I'm still unsure. I touch him a little but he's not very receptive. He gets out of the shower. I finish too and turn off the water. Before I step out, he tells me to get on my knees. <br/><br/> I immediately know what's next. Or I hope I do. The blood rushes to my cunt. I can feel myself throbbing as I sit on my knees, head tilted up waiting for instruction. He steps in front of me, cock already hard and close to me. I open my mouth, he puts a few fingers in and I start to drool. He rubs my tongue, I'm slimy. I suck his fingers, he gags me a few times.. I'm starting to drift away.  <br/><br/> He rubs my slimy drool all over my face. I feel dirty, disgusting, low. A nice place to be. He slaps me a few times. The drool makes it sting and I smile, maybe just on the inside though.  <br/><br/> I'm ready to suck his cock. I lean forward and try, but instead he pushes me back a bit and hot piss streams from him onto my face. In my mouth, on my body. I feel it warm and wet, cover me. I gulp some down, cough and choke. Another slap on my face. He tells me to clean myself up and go to the bedroom.  <br/><br/> I love this part. The anticipation, fear, excitement. I clean up and rush to the bedroom. He puts me on my hands and knees- face down, ass up. He rubs me for a while and I moan. Slick, slimy, wet and throbbing. I'm getting lost. He rubs my G spot and I start to shake. A few fingers in my cunt now, I start to feel full.  <br/><br/> He pulls me up and puts the ball gag in my mouth. Now I'm gone. I moan, drool, suck, rock. I feel the warmth of his cock against me. I rock back and he pushes into me. My eyebrows raise and I'm shocked at how full I feel. He fucks me while I whine and moan, not sure if I love it or hate it but happy either way. He flips me over, fucking me hard. He pulls out and comes hard on my body. I'm spinning, wait for instruction. He tells me to clean myself up. I do, then snuggle him while we float in a daze.]]></description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2010 14:51:05 -0500</pubDate>
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<title><![CDATA[HERE WE GO AGAIN]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[It's been a while, hasn't it? Almost one year since my last proper good and dirty post! If you've been wondering, things have been generally wonderful in my life. So what DID I do all year?  
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-I got a day job for a while (gasp, no! why?). It was a great experience at a great company, doing great things, and it really brought me back to reality for a bit.. but in the end it was still a fucking day job!   
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-I took some generally useful classes this summer.  
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-I spent time making friends, going to concerts, drinkin' booze, and all sorts of fun stuff young people are supposed to do!   
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It was a fun year and I'm glad I took some time off. However, I'm quite excited to be back in the saddle, so to speak!  :)]]></description>
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<description><![CDATA[He told me to put the new thong one-piece on and come with him down to the basement. He put in a DVD we hadn't yet watched together. It was Bible Black- a witchcraft-themed hentai with lots and lots of hot teenage sex. I was really excited to watch it, and curious what else would happen. He told me to get on the ground, at his feet, while he sat on the beautiful deep red antique sofa. The movie began to play, and I curled up to his leg. On my knees, I hugged his leg with my whole body. My face buried into his thigh and my cunt pressed against him. I watched the porn out of one eye, the other on him. <br><br>Now and again he would lean to pick up his drink, and I'd struggle not to flinch- unsure what was coming. He unzipped his pants, pulled his already hard cock out, and looked at me. "Suck my cock," he said. Of course, I was more than happy to. I'm doing my best, sloppy, drooling, up and down, gagging, really trying hard. He tells me to stop and sit back down. I'm scared I did something wrong, but he's just not ready to cum yet. <br><br>I can see his cock, slimy and wet, shining with reflections of the movie. I am so turned on, and just waiting patiently for the next instruction- idling. He grabs me by the hair and pulls me up onto the sofa next to him. He tells me to jerk him off, and I do. We both stare at the screen as I stroke his cock. I feel like a teenage boy, sneaking porn in the basement to jerk off. I feel totally used. He does not care that another person is here, much less me. I am just a tool for masturbation. After a few minutes of this he stands up, grabs me by the waist, and flips me over. <br><br>I'm standing bent over, and pulls aside my thong. A few fingers inside me, I'm dripping wet. He pushes his stiff cock into me and I'm already drooling. As he pounds me I'm struggling not to fall over, and the sounds of the movie fade out. As soon as I'm drifting away into that happy getting-fucked-hard space, he pulls out and forces me to my knees. His cock is deep in my throat, I'm gagging and sputtering and gasping for air. I feel drool drip into my lap and he pulls out and cums all over my face. I squeeze my eyes shut tight and feel it spurt and drip hot and messy all over me. He sits back down on the sofa and tells me to clean myself up.<br>

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<title><![CDATA[SLEEPY SEX]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[I'm lying face down, still, breathing heavy and pretending to sleep.
I'm wearing a short skirt and I know my ass is showing. I'm in a
sprawled out position, comfortable yet exposed and vulnerable. I hear
the door creak open and footsteps toward me. I feel the bed sink with
his weight. My heart is racing and my cunt is throbbing, but I don't
move an inch. I can feel him over me. Fantasies of rape and terror and
molestation dart through my mind. I settle on something lighter- I'm
14, in my bunk at summer camp. He's another camper who's sneaked in my
room after lights out. He is young and feral and blindly driven by a
surge of hormones. He's over me, and I can feel his heavy breath. I can
tell he's scared, but it's worth the risk to him. I feel his hard cock
graze my thigh and I try not to moan. He reaches down and gently
spreads my legs. I feel his hand exploring my soft inner thighs. He
finds my cunt, hot and swollen. I'm gone, brain flooded with those sexy
chemicals, lost in this. I'm wet, probably soaking through my panties.
He rubs my cunt, that familiar feeling of a hand on top of panties. I'm
eager and salivating, struggling not to show I'm awake.<br>
<br>
He slowly lifts my skirt inch by inch, higher and up over my ass. He
carefully tugs at my panties, side to side, ever so delicately. I
pretend to wake up. I groan and exhale, shift my position a bit. He's
scared I'm waking up and backs off. After a few still seconds, he goes
back to work on my panties. I'm soaking now, heart beating so fast,
trying to slow my breath. He finally inches my panties off and I listen
hard. I think he's smelling my panties, oh god. <br>
<br>
He finally touches my cunt. A finger inside, and I'm so wet. He pushes
two fingers into my cunt, and I'm trying my hardest not to beg for it.
I'm really trying not to rock my hips as his fingers slide in and out
of me. <br>
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I feel him pull his boxers down, and climb on top of me- so so quiet
and careful. I can feel his breath on the back of my neck as he pushes
his cock inside me. He's hard and throbbing and I'm wet and swollen, he
slides right in. I lie perfectly still while he slowly pushes in and
out. I try not to tremble. I hear his breathing speed up and feel his
cock pulse inside me. I squeeze his cock and he lets out a soft moan.
He gently pulls out of me and lies down next to me. I sleepily moan and
adjust my position. He spoons me and we fall asleep, happy and sticky.

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<title><![CDATA[PERFECT TIMING]]></title>
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We're in the car headed for the East Bay. I'm wearing a mini skirt and a thong, his favorite. As soon as we get to the bridge, he tells me to suck his cock. So I hop up on my knees and bend down into his lap. My ass is in the air and he was already rock hard. I'm moving up and down on his cock, sliding my mouth down as far as I can go, using the movement of the car to rock back and forth, pushing his cock deeper into my throat. I feel the car tilt up as we climb the bridge. His free hand finds my wet cunt, rubbing and teasing me. I make my little whining noises, begging him to push inside. Still pressing my hot wet tongue against his cock, I use my hand now too. It's slick and wet and slippery and it's hard to concentrate with his hand on my cunt. I'm pushing and pulling, working my lips and tongue. Focusing on the head, then plunging down so he can feel the back of my throat. <br><br>I feel the car tip down, we're coming off the bridge and he needs to come. I feel his hand on the back of my head, he's moaning and pushing his cock just a little bit deeper into my throat. I'm working faster now, sloppy and drooling down to the base of his cock. His cock is so hard and starts to pulse. He grabs my ass and groans, I feel his come pump into the back of my throat. I swallow, lick him clean, and collapse back into my seat. We're just coming off the bridge now.<br>]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[UPDATE/ AUSTRALIA]]></title>
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<description><![CDATA[
 3/23/09<br><br>My fucking god, it's been a while.<br><br><br>I've had lots and lots going on these past few months.<br><br><a name="cutid1"></a>The proposition I was working on here in SF, the one to decriminalize prostitution, got 41% of the vote. Of course we were all a little disappointed, but we didn't really expect it to pass. We weren't prepared to come up with regulations and recommendations just yet. So it's kinda better. I mean, it definitely sucks that we are still subject to arrest and police abuse, but we're trying again in 2011. And we learned quite a few lessons this time around. Anyway, life goes on.<br><br>Just as I was starting to get really active in the campaign, a really wonderful and loyal client and I came up with an "arrangement". Basically, he was to be my only client, and he took care of all my bills- and then some. I absolutely could not have been as involved with the campaign without him. This made my life so much simpler. We've had this arrangement since August, and now are reexamining it. We became too dependent on each other and it got a little unhealthy. We need to transition into something more sustainable, but it sure was wonderful while it lasted. I was able to pay off my debt, visit Texas, rent a sweet car, stay in lots of fancy hotels, and start an IRA! I also flew my mom out to SF for Christmas and took my niece on a shopping spree. I went to DC for a march and protest at the Department of Justice, hung out in NYC for a while at the most beautiful hotel, and even went to Australia!<br><br>I traveled around Australia for 5 weeks with my best friend Anika. We hung out at the beach a lot, drove across the country in a camper van (with no AC and record heat), saw Die Zauberfloete at the Sydney Opera House, saw Nine Inch Nails at a festival, and got my septum pierced. Here are some pictures of all that:<br><br><img alt="" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3450/3380792559_650642cf9a.jpg?v=0" border="3" height="206" width="275"><br><br><img alt="" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3087/3380792347_ec7ff2944e.jpg?v=0" border="3" height="367" width="275"><br>Tell me about it, brother!<br><br><img alt="" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3065/3380792127_0cef4c5bf3.jpg?v=0" border="3" height="206" width="275"><br><br><img alt="" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3447/3381612270_f225101218.jpg?v=0" border="3" height="367" width="275"><br><br><img alt="" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3444/3380791541_d7a4cf1a15.jpg?v=0" border="3" height="206" width="275"><br><br><br><br>Back in October I started dating a wonderful new guy. Vanilla, straight, and had only met one sex worker before- in Amsterdam for a blowjob. I was super nervous that it wouldn't last after I dropped the bomb, but he stuck around and we're still dating now. He's getting kinkier by the day and is super fucking supportive of my life as a sex worker. I really couldn't ask for more. Well, maybe some degradation now and then, but whatever. Although I did puke on his cock last weekend and he was into it, so that's fucking great!<br><br>In January I was elected to the board of the Harvey Milk LGBT Democratic Club. I was also asked to sit on the board of the St James Infirmary, and that should start soon. I'm super excited about these opportunities. I'm also starting to work on the SF&nbsp;Bad Date List again, trying to get a radical sex workers branch of the IWW started here, and hopefully coordinating a partner support group this summer. And I just signed a lease on a very cute 3 bedroom house with a fenced yard and an avocado tree! <br><br><br><br>So all in all, life is fucking great.]]></description>
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<title><![CDATA[PROP K ROUNDUP]]></title>
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        A collection of all my Prop K related posts:<br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">OUTRAGE!</span></font> <font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">8/ 23/ 08</span></font><br>   <p><font size="2">I've been working pretty nonstop on Proposition K to decriminalize prostitution in SF. It's hard work and there are always a million things to do. I've been speaking at endorsement meetings, organizing groups, and spending way too much time at City Hall.<br><br>At first I viewed the campaign as more of statement than anything. I thought it was near impossible that it would pass. Now with the endorsement of the DCCC (Democratic County Central Committee), things are starting to look up. Over 50 sex wo</font><font size="2"><font size="3"><font size="2">rkers and their allies spoke at the endorsement meeting, urging the members to vote yes. We spoke out about our safety and our rights. The opposition was there, and spoke as well. However, their weak arguments could not compete with the real issues at hand. The endorsement came with 18 yes votes, including Supervisors Tom Ammiano, Chris Daly, and Jake McGoldrick, Senator Carole Migden, Assemblyman Mark Leno, Eric Mar (running for Supervisor), and Former District Attorney Arlo Smith.<br><br>Wow, right? How progressive, how forward thinking, and what a triumph for worker safety and human rights!<br><br>Oh, but um.. nevermind. <br><br>The DCCC is thinking of reversing their endorsement. Here's an article about the rumored change:</font> </font><a href="http://www.examiner.com/x-358-SF-City-Hall-Examiner%7Ey2008m8d22-Fun-Friday" target="_self">link</a></font><font size="2"><font size="2">.</font><font size="2"><br><br>I am really disappointed. We'll be at the next DCCC meeting to speak again. <br><br>If you'd like to help we could really use more letters to the editor, <span style="font-weight: bold;">donations</span>, work on endorsements from all over the country, and help fundraising. If you're in the Bay Area, please consider coming to the DCCC meeting this Wednesday August 27th at 7 pm at 455 Golden Gate, Basement, Milton Marks Auditorium. And you don't have to speak if you don't want to, but it would help. <br><br>Here are our main talking points:</font><br></font></p><p><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2">Proposition K is a San Francisco ballot measure that will increase worker and public safety by decriminalizing prostitution. Over 12,000 San Franciscans placed Proposition K on the ballot to ensure that basic and fundamental human and worker rights are extended to all members of society.</font></p> <p><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2">Proposition K decriminalizes, but does not legalize, sex-for-hire work. Proposition K simply de-prioritizes the enforcement of laws against&nbsp; prostitution and removes the legal barriers that prevent sex workers from reporting violent crimes committed against them and deprives them of the right to legally seek safer working conditions.</font></p> <p><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2"><b>PROPOSITION K WILL IMPROVE:</b></font></p> <ul type="disc"><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2"><b>Worker Safety</b> by ensuring that crimes committed against sex workers can be reported without fear of prosecution and requiring that the Police Department and District Attorneyâ&euro;&#8482;s Office&nbsp; vigorously enforce laws against extortion, battery, rape and other violent crimes; regardless of the victimâ&euro;&#8482;s status as a sex worker</font></li><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2"><b>Public Safety</b> by freeing up the critical resources currently used to enforce prostitution laws so that those funds can be used to combat higher priority crimes like human trafficking</font></li><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2"><b>Public Health </b>by lessening the stigma that prevents many workers from seeking basic health care services</font></li></ul> <p><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2"><b>PROPOSITION K <u>WILL NOT</u>:</b></font></p> <ul type="disc"><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2">Stop the enforcement of the child labor and abuse laws</font></li><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2">Prevent law enforcement from investigating and prosecuting human traffickers</font></li><li><font color="#000000" face="Arial" size="2">Stop the enforcement of laws against lewd acts in public, littering, or other â&euro;&#339;quality of lifeâ&euro; offenses</font></li></ul><font size="2"><br>Please go to http://yesonpropk.org/ or contact me at patrasha[AT]gmail[DOT]com if you want to help.<br>Thanks!<br><br><br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">PROP K FUNDRAISER 8/29/08</span></font><br></font><p>THE YES ON K CAMPAIGN KICKS OFF THE POLITICAL SEASON AT THE EL RIO</p> <p>The Yes On K campaign will hold its first fundraiser of the political season next week. Proposition K is a groundbreaking San Francisco ballot measure that will increase worker and public safety by decriminalizing prostitution. All funds will be used to support the Yes on K campaigns efforts to educate voters on the importance of extending basic and fundamental human and worker rights to all members of society. </p> <p>WHO: Adult entertainer Madison Young, music by Digital Intelligence Extreme, and hosted the Queen of Charm; Lady Monster and Fudgie Frottage<br> WHEN: 		Friday September 5th, 2008, doors open at 9 pm<br> WHERE: 		El Rio 3158 Mission St at Cesar Chavez, San Francisco, CA 94110<br> Call (415) 282-3325 for directions<br> ADMISSION: 	$20 and up</p> <p>DOOR PRIZES</p> <p>Sponsored with the Erotic Service Providers Union (http://espu-ca.org), </p> <p>The Erotic Service Providers Union organizes on behalf of all erotic service providers for occupational, health, safety, social, civil, and economic rights. An Erotic Service Provider is anyone who is compensated for his or her erotic services or compensated for their support of someone else&#8217;s erotic service.</p><p><br></p><p style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="4">SF CHRON 9/15/08<br></font></p><div class="articleheadings">     <div class="headlines">                      <h1>Sex Work Is Not a Crime</h1>                      <h2>Violet Blue explains why we need Prop K and decriminalized prostitution more than ever</h2>                                            </div>          <p class="byline"><a href="mailto:violetblue@sfgate.com">Violet Blue, special to SF Gate</a></p>     <p class="date">Thursday, September 11, 2008</p><p class="date"><br></p> </div>We&#8217;re <a href="http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/g/a/2006/11/16/violetblue.DTL">called a lot of things</a> here in San Francisco, but there&#8217;s a damn good reason we&#8217;re called the Barbary Coast. When the California Gold Rush hit in 1848, it was only the beginning of our city's midnight visits with vice and virtue. But I&#8217;ll tell you, by 1860 a romp with Virtue on Nob Hill cost only a little bit more than a quickie on the waterfront with Vice. <br><br><p>For men who preferred sex with women seeking fortune during the birth of our fair city, they were pretty much out of luck – until the first six months of 1850, when around 2,000 women arrived by ship at the Port of San Francisco: prostitutes, many of whom were from France, New York and New Orleans. After that (the Pink Rush?), working girls arrived on virtually every single ship that came into port, and San Francisco possessed a red light district (many, actually) several times the size of those in other cities in the world. And speaking globally, there was not one country in the world that was not represented on the streets or high-class parlors by at least one sex worker. Most of the accomplished and sought-after courtesans were French and accompanied by their pimps, called <em>macquereaux</em>, a term shortened by savvy San Franciscans to "macks." Just in case you wondered where that word came from. I&#8217;m talking to you, William Safire. </p><p>We built this city not on rock and roll, dear readers.  </p><p>According to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herbert_Asbury">Herbert Asbury</a>&#8217;s "<a href="http://www.sfgenealogy.com/sf/history/hbtbcidx.htm">The Barbary Coast</a>,""The foundation upon which the Barbary Coast reared its fantastic structure of crime and debauchery was a system of commercialized <strong>prostitution</strong> that occupied semi-legal status." Sounds to me like the groundwork for <a href="http://www.yesonpropk.org/">Proposition K</a> -- the hot-button <strong>prostitution</strong> decriminalization issue on November&#8217;s 2008 ballot -- was, ahem, laid long ago (and tolerated for nearly three-quarters of a century). </p><p>As with Proposition K now, back then anti-sex hysterics decried voluntary sex-for-pay for every reason under sun, moon and Golden Gate Bridge, for both moral and health reasons. It wasn&#8217;t the clergy who raged and rallied (and paid for their 50-cent pussy like the rest of &#8216;em), but the Board of Supervisors and the San Francisco Board of Health who in 1911 set up a Municipal Clinic for sex workers. It compelled, by way of police enforcement, every working girl to get regular exams and treatment (if needed) every four days (including a blood test), and no woman was permitted to enter a brothel or work without a health certificate including her photograph and a booklet of exam history. Fail to produce proof of health before going to work and go to jail. Within the two years the clinic operated (until pressure from clergy groups had police protection withdrawn and the clinic was shuttered) -- the clinic had reduced sexually transmitted diseases and infections in San Francisco by a stunning 66%. </p><p>That was a century ago. Nowadays, we have the <a href="http://stjamesinfirmary.org/">St. James Infirmary</a>, <a href="http://www.bayswan.org/">Bayswan</a>, <a href="http://www.bayswan.org/COYOTE.html">COYOTE</a>, vociferous anti-sex-work opposition to all of the above, and dangerous conditions for prostitutes a-plenty (not to mention wasted city resources). But most importantly, on the ballot this November we have Proposition K. Alternet&#8217;s recent post about Proposition K, <a href="http://www.alternet.org/sex/93653/should_prostitution_be_legalized/">Should <strong>Prostitution</strong> Be Legalized?</a> featured a poll showing that 73% of respondents not only supported decriminalization but legalization as well. I asked <a href="http://www.yesonpropk.org/">Patricia West</a>, sex work activist and current sex worker, a few questions about Proposition K, what it would really mean to San Franciscans, and how it would impact the city, if it passed. </p><p><strong>Violet Blue:</strong> When local porn company Kink.com purchased and moved into <a href="http://www.sfarmory.com/">The Armory</a> (cleaning it up and fixing all the outside lighting) a small group of protesters claimed that because it is a sex-related business, Kink's influence would harm the neighborhood (the same protesters also compared the consensual BDSM of Kink&#8217;s subject matter to Abu Ghraib). What is Proposition K's response to people who will surely say that decriminalizing <strong>prostitution</strong> in SF will be "harmful to families and communities?" </p><p><strong>Patricia West:</strong> Proposition K will not stop the enforcement of laws against lewd acts in public, littering, or other "quality of life" offenses. It will allow sex workers to organize for their rights and safety. Proposition K will also free up critical resources currently used to enforce <strong>prostitution</strong> laws so that those funds can be used to combat higher priority crimes truly "harmful to families and communities." </p><p><strong>VB:</strong> Anti-K pundits seem to think that all sex workers are victims, and seem to be muddying the issues by saying that Prop K would make human sex trafficking harder to stop. What's the difference between sex work and human trafficking, and why can't anti-K people seem to be able to tell the difference? </p><p><strong>PW:</strong> Sex work is consensual adult sex for pay. Human trafficking is done by force and coercion. Proposition K will not prevent law enforcement from investigating and prosecuting human traffickers. Additionally, when Proposition K passes, workers and clients will then feel free and safe to report abuses in our own industry without fear of prosecution. The opposition is using the term as a scare tactic; their hope is to associate Proposition K with this reprehensible practice. This is their dishonest campaign strategy and it does a disservice to the voters of San Francisco. </p><p><strong>VB:</strong> So, will there be legal brothels in SF if it passes? </p><p><strong>PW:</strong> No, there will not be legal brothels in San Francisco when Proposition K passes. Proposition K is about the decriminalization of <strong>prostitution</strong>, not legalization. Decriminalization is a reasonable balance between legalization and criminalization. Proposition K will stop the city's prosecution of prostitutes. It requires that the Police Department and District Attorney's office vigorously enforce laws against extortion, battery, rape and other violent crimes; regardless of the victim's status as a sex worker. </p><p><strong>VB</strong> So, if a sex worker is raped or beaten, as it stands now she/he/they are afraid to report the crime and seek help. San Francisco&#8217;s past showed that decriminalized access to health care for sex workers over 100 years ago had an enormously positive impact. Does Prop K have anything to do with sexual health in the city like that? </p><p><strong>PW</strong> Proposition K will improve public health by lessening the stigma that prevents many workers from seeking basic health-care services. Also, possession of condoms is&nbsp;currently used as criminal evidence against workers. In my experience as a Street Outreach volunteer, I have had some workers refuse condoms for fear of arrest. </p><p><strong>VB:</strong> Would Prop K help our police officers on the street? </p><p><strong>PW:</strong> Proposition K will allow police to focus on higher impact crimes including crimes of violence that occur on the street. It will also remove the fear of prosecution that currently prevents sex workers from fully co-operating with law enforcement. </p><p><strong>VB:</strong> Why does Prop K state that the city not support any program that "forces sex workers into re-education programs?" (And what is a re-education program? -- It sounds scary, like Guantanamo Bay or Thetan purification or that scene in "Clockwork Orange."?) </p><p><strong>PW:</strong> Proposition K calls for the city to end support of mandatory programs that workers are forced into after arrest. These sex-negative programs shame the workers and assume that all workers are victims, which is clearly untrue. Voluntary services will not be affected and will hopefully receive greater support. </p><p><strong>VB:</strong> What can we do to help Prop K pass? </p><p><strong>PW:</strong>Vote yes on Proposition K in November, tell your friends and contact us at <a href="mailto:info@yesonpropk.org">info@yesonpropk.org</a> to donate or volunteer. <br></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">SADIE LUNE! 9/23/08<br></span></font></p><p><br></p> 			 			 			<!-- <rdf:RDF xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" 			xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" 			xmlns:trackback="http://madskills.com/public/xml/rss/module/trackback/"> 		<rdf:Description rdf:about="http://espu-ca.org/wp/?page_id=239"     dc:identifier="http://espu-ca.org/wp/?page_id=239"     dc:title="YES ON K CAMPAIGN KICKS OFF "     trackback:ping="http://espu-ca.org/wp/wp-trackback.php?p=239" /> </rdf:RDF> -->  				 					 <!-- You can start editing here. -->  	<h3 id="comments"><br></h3><br><font size="2"><br></font><div class="watch-video-desc description"> <span><span><br><object height="344" width="330"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/4G_7CzddUR4&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/4G_7CzddUR4&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="425"></object><br><br><br> Video by Scarlot Harlot "I WANT YOU" live art event sponsored by Tony Labat and San Francisco Museum of Modern Art </span> </span></div> <span class="watch-channel-stat"></span> Sadie Lune presents this first person performance piece "I WANT YOU," which won 1st Place at the museum of Modern Art on September 11, 2008. San Francisco artist, Tony Labat invited San Franciscans to participate in this live art event based on the iconic "I Want You" poster. Labat offered one minute at the museum to "seize the voice of authority, to make demands of the public, and to be the finger-pointing Uncle Sam." Contest winners will be plastered over the city in on posters during election week. Sadie says, I Want You to Vote Yes on Prop K. <br><br>Written and Performed by Sadie Lune.<br><br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">VOLUNTEER</span></font> <font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">9/29/08</span></font><br><br>Proposition K VOLUNTEER Launch Party!<br><br>DECRIM SEX WORKERS IN SF!<br><br><br>Saturday, October 4, 2008&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 1:00 pm<br>Center for Sex and Culture<br>1519 Mission St., San Francisco<br>(between 11th St. &amp; S. Van Ness)<br>   <br>Join us for the kick-off of our flyering campaign for a party in support of Proposition K! Enjoy tasty treats and good company before heading off to spread the word on sex worker safety, public safety, and public health! <br> <br> Please RSVP&nbsp; <a href="mailto:propkvolunteers@gmail.com" target="_blank">propkvolunteers@gmail.com</a><br><br><a href="http://yesonpropk.org/" target="_blank">YESONPROPK.ORG</a><br><br>BONUS: Here I am at Folsom yesterday!<br><img style="width: 365px; height: 485px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/nakedforpropk.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="4"> <br><br>]]></description>
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  <span style="font-weight: bold;">Last Week</span><br>I met a new guy on Thursday.. Quite different from the usual. He is a good deal younger than most, really interesting, and has nice fashion sense. Diesel-looking shirt, designer-quality jeans, and fucking cool Pumas. He was really attractive. It kinda messed me up, haha. He was totally fun though and we're meeting up again soon. Yay :)<br><br>Oh good god- on Friday I played with J for the second time in one week! A week or so earlier we talked a bit about doing needles (disclaimer- I don't do this with just anyone, he's a special case). So we each brought a few supplies and fucking got into it. I warned him that it was a different headspace, and it was. Kinda weird, but fun, you know, whatever. I enjoyed it and he took some great pictures, but it was way less sexual than normal.. which was kinda disappointing. Don't get me wrong, we had totally fun sex after the needles. It was just not that great of an idea since our meetings are time constrained. AND I left for Chicago today and won't see him for like 2 or 3 weeks! Ugh, that sucks. I've become quite accustomed to hanging out with him once a week. I guess I'll just have to miss the great conversation and rough pounding for a while. But, I do expect some intense play in Chicago with my great friend P and Anna, so you know, whatever. &nbsp;<br><br>J started a blog about his sexual misadventures too! I'm so fucking jazzed about this. I wish everyone I play with would write about it too. He's having some hesitations about it though and I totally get that. It's hard to be transparent and honest when you know the people you're writing about are reading it. He may just keep it to himself from now on but we'll see. So far it is really fucking hot t hear about what he's doing when he's not with me. Usually I get kinda weird and jealous, but I'm kinda into it now. I mean, there's still a little of that happening, but he has to hear/ read about my stuff too, so it's kinda only fair. Plus it helps keep those boundaries there. Makes it less "special" I suppose. <br><br>I really want constructive criticism and comments after a playdate, but I don't get feedback that often. However, last week I got two rad emails from new play partners that really made me.. proud? I dunno. So, I'm gonna brag a little bit and post them here:<br><br>"Hi Patrasha, I had the best time I have had with someone for years. I cannot wait till we do it again.<br>-J"<br><br>AND<br><br>"Hey there.<br><br>Just wanted to let you know that I enjoyed our time together yesterday.&nbsp; I hope this doesn't seem weird.&nbsp; I make it a practice to write a letter when I've received good service, but&nbsp; "Your concierge was very helpful," doesn't seem as creepy as "You take a dick in the mouth like a champ."&nbsp; Regardless, I really appreciated the way you welcomed me and the clean, well lit space.&nbsp; It helped to assuage my nervousness (though I still had plenty of nerves).&nbsp; The secretary outfit that your wore at my request was exactly what I was envisioning.&nbsp; Also, it was great how present you were during the session.&nbsp; Some girls seem kind of checked out.&nbsp; It's always nice to be with someone who's actually paying attention to you.<br> <br>Anyway, that's my long winded way of saying thanks for a nice time.&nbsp; I hope this message finds you well.<br><font color="#888888"><br><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">-R"<br><br><br>:D</span></font><font color="#888888"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br></span></font><br>Yeah, total confidence boosters! Now, I need to be degraded and put back in place. Ego destruction, please. <br><br><font color="#888888"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">New Pictures</span></span></font><br>I've been checking out&nbsp;<a href="http://ishotmyself.com/public/main.php" target="_self">I Shot Myself</a> a little lately and have decided it's time for me to start taking more photos. I kinda hate it a lot, same with painting.. I start to make something, with no focus or inspiration really, hate it, destroy it, then salvage what I actually liked and attempt to recreate. It's an awkward process. I've never been that into tangible visual expression. I do much better making statements through my actions. Public play as performance for example. Writing too I guess.. but this a new thing for me really. Anyway, blah blah, this is getting a little too introspective to remain entertaining. Here are just a few pictures I took last week and heavily photoshopped to hide my imperfections:<br><br><img style="width: 365px; height: 477px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/DSC00214a.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="5"><br><br><img style="width: 365px; height: 483px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/DSC00200a.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="5"><br><br><img style="width: 365px; height: 276px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/DSC00195a.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="5"><br><br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Currently irritating me</span><br>I want to date. I want to sleep in bed with someone. As you can imagine, this is a bit complicated for me. I get all the sex I could ever possibly want- interesting, always changing, exciting... but most of it lacks much more than a temporary connection. I may be exposing some industry secret here.. or just making myself look bad.. but it's true. Yes, there is intimacy in all my play, and there is a temporary love, and a deep appreciation, but real connection is non existent most of the time. I mean, we come from two very different places, different generations even. It's totally intense and raw and fucking intimate, but.. lacking. Honestly though, it's impossible to think that I could get my relationship needs met through play. So I'm craving a relationship with someone my age, with my interests, who can also be accepting of my sexuality. And that's not exactly easy. I&nbsp; did the craigslist thing, with minimal and disappointing results. It's hard meeting people out at a bar or through friends. Here's the issue: I want to be totally honest and upfront about all of me. I don't want to censor my pride or passion for what I do. So, if I tell someone to their face straight off, as kind of a full disclosure thing, they have to deal with that right there in front of me. They don't have time to think about how they feel and respond accordingly. It puts them on the spot. And I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable.. especially someone I'm trying to get to know and possibly date. The other option is waiting for a while and telling them once they know me better. I just don't feel right about this though.. It makes the issue seem worth hiding- and it's totally not. Grr. Most of the other people I know who do this are married already, have kids, and are basically past dating. And really, how many people in their 20s do you know that would be cool with this situation? I don't know many : / We'll see though- I'm not giving up hope. I'm in the best city in the world for this. <br><br>I went to a showing of "Mix, Match, and Mingle" at <a href="http://www.cinekink.com/about/" target="_self">Cinekink</a>&nbsp; on Friday night. Before the showing, the curator said a bit about the films.. that they were mainly about swinging and poly relationships and all that. She even said something about the whole show being focused on sex positivity and showing kink in a good light. I mainly went to see Madison Young's new short "<a href="http://www.madisonbound.com/jmla2/index.php?option=com_content&amp;task=view&amp;id=47&amp;Itemid=17" target="_self">Writers and Rockstars</a>" which didn't disappoint. The other films were good too.. light kink, sexy, artful, soft porn kinda stuff. However, I had a major fucking problem with one of the films included in the the showing. "<a href="http://cinekink.bside.com/2008/?_view=_filmdetails&amp;filmId=48083022" target="_self">Wash Me Clean</a>" was about a middle aged married couple looking to spice up their sex life. So, they do a little swinging and experimenting with strangers and such. It's all hot- the husband is getting off to seeing his wife with other men (something I'm into.. as the wife, haha). Then, the couple are at another couple's house.. playing some strip poker game that lead to all of them messing around. Well, the husband got kinda weird about it and left without the wife noticing. She came home later and was like "WTF?" He was totally jealous and upset about her fucking around when it wasn't in front of him, even though he chose to leave without talking to her about it. So, they're fighting about it and he flips out and violently rapes her and calls her a whore while she's crying and yelling "No, stop, please!". THE FILM ENDS THIS WAY. Ok, what? Really? No message about kink being healthy or positive or fun. No resolution or remorse on his part.. What is this film saying? That if you experiment things can get weird and maybe you'll get raped by your husband? What the fuck? I was so angry and repulsed by this film. Why was this included in this showing? It was totally inappropriate and upsetting. I'm emailing the curator of the festival today and will post a response. <br><br>Also, last night I watched "<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Young_People_Fucking" target="_self">Young People Fucking</a>". It was alright.. not that interesting at all. However, in one scene a couple is experimenting with strap on play for the first time. This film was so irresponsible in showing anal sex. First off, the girl really pressured the guy into it when he obviously didn't want to. Next, she starts fucking him with very little warm up, and is just slamming away in a really dangerous manner. Now, people can take it pretty rough up the ass, and god bless em for it. But, a first timer can not in most cases and it's totally dangerous to portray anal sex this way. People really injure themselves this way.. I've had a friend in the hospital due to anal play. Most people get their sexual information from pop culture.. be responsible filmmakers, goddamn! But what bothered me most about this scene was that towards the end of the totally ridiculous ass fucking, the guy said "Ok, stop, NO, ok, stop, I'm done" and the girl ignored him and kept going until she came. After, he complained about it and she joked that it must not have been too bad- he came too. OK, what the FUCK? Switch the genders in this scene- it's clearly rape. But no, it's cute and funny when it's the girl who won't stop. This is fucking ridiculous. Men get raped. Why is this ok? Because it was his girlfriend? Because he came? No and fucking NO. <br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Kink Discrimination<br><br></span>This is taken from a friend's blog:<br><p class="MsoNormal">"Well the adventure began at the airport (Midway) when I had to go through security.</p><p class="MsoNormal">Some of you may remember <span style="text-decoration: underline;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span>my new accessory [a locking chain collar]. Well I was sent with the key to give to M for the weekend&#8230;.but I was told that I was not to use it myself. So obviously that big chain with the heavy metal lock set off the metal detector.<br>I immediately point out my &#8216;necklace&#8217; as the culprit and he asks me to remove it. <br></p><a name="cutid1"></a><p class="MsoNormal" align="center">&#8220;What do you mean you can&#8217;t take it off?&#8221;<br><font color="#ff0000">&#8220;Well, I don&#8217;t have the key to this lock&#8221;</font><br>&#8220;That&#8217;s a REAL lock?! Step aside&#8221;<br>So I&#8217;m taken in the clear glass &#8216;box&#8217; for a search. Considering the toys and adult paraphernalia that I have in my carry-on, I request a private search. The already irritated TSA woman rolls her eyes and takes me in the back.<br><i>&#8220;What the hell is that around your neck?&#8221;</i><br><font color="#ff0000">&#8220;A necklace.&#8221;</font><br><i>&#8220;A necklace that you can&#8217;t take off yourself?&#8221;</i><br><font color="#ff0000">&#8220;Correct&#8221;</font><br>She looks at me like I&#8217;m insane<br><i>&#8220;But someone has the key to it?&#8221;</i><br>&#8220;<font color="#ff0000">Yes. But my fiancé isn&#8217;t here at the moment&#8221;</font><br><i>&#8220;You let some man lock up your neck like that?! Your fiancé?&#8221;</i><br>She looks at my ring<br><i>&#8220;Well, at least you got that big rock out of the deal&#8221;</i><br>I&#8217;m speechless at this point, and she continues to pat me down and move on to my bags.<br><i>&#8220;So where is your fiancé?&#8221;</i><br><font color="#ff0000">&#8220;Not here&#8221;</font><br><i>&#8220;Lady, I&#8217;ve seen some fucked up things, but nothing like this.&#8221;</i><br><b>Did she really just say that to me?</b> She then opens up my bag and pulls out 2 glass dildos, a pink butt plug, 2 small bottles of lube, and an array of condoms.<br><i>&#8220;You know, that thing around your neck isn&#8217;t something to joke about. It&#8217;s for people in other countries who don&#8217;t have the choice. Slavery is NOT something to joke about!&#8221;</i><br><b>Hmm I wasn't joking...</b><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">With that, she hands me my bags and I get the hell out of there as fast as I can&#8230;while dialing M&#8217;s cell to let him know what I just went through. He laughs, and at that point, I didn&#8217;t find it very funny." </p>I'll let that speak for itself.<br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Happier Things</span><br>I went to the <a href="http://www.renegadecraft.com/sanfran/" target="_self">Renegade Craft Fair</a> on Saturday. It was wonderful. Good beer, vegan chili, and delicious vegan ice cream! I bought a really nice bandanna with a gay porn screen print, a cute handmade condom case, a money clip made from recycled scrap metal, hand sewn neon panties, a necklace that says "godless", and a bracelet made from recycled bike tube. Awesome!<br><br>After the craft fair I met up with some friends for a <a href="http://www.bayareaderbygirls.com/index.html" target="_self">Bay Area Derby</a> bout. Some of you may know I'm a retired derby girl, and it was just great to see it again.. Definitely made me think about rejoining, but I figure I have enough intensity and (consensual) abuse in my life right now, haha.<br><br>When the game was over, we were kinda drunk and headed to a pizza shop. I didn't know one of the girls we were with very well. She seemed pretty vanilla but was accepting enough of me as a sex worker. After a pitcher at the pizza shop the topic of bestiality came up. I could write for days on this one. I'll simplify the hour long conversation: She couldn't understand how I am vegan but ok with bestiality (animal as the top). Huh? Those things go hand in hand to me. I believe animals should have as equal rights as possible. So, I choose not to eat them and to let them fuck what they want, as long as the bottom is cool with it too. If both (human and animal) enjoy it, why is it wrong? Personally, I have never been with an animal other than human but I have no problems with the idea of it. If an animal is humping, I would say that's consent. However, on the issue of animals bottoming.. that's tricky. How can you tell they're into it? I'm not sure. So I'd stay away from that. Basically, I believe bestiality is something that happens a lot but doesn't get talked about enough. Thoughts?<br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hot Shit</span><br>From <a href="http://www.tinynibbles.com/" target="_self">Violet Blue</a> and <a href="http://fleshbot.com/photogallery/gay/prefmag27a/1002020372" target="_self">Fleshbot</a>:&nbsp; <a href="http://www.prefmag.com/" target="_self">Prefmag</a>/ <a href="http://www.toxicboy.net/" target="_self">toxicboy</a><br><br><img style="width: 365px; height: 508px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/prefthurs-vi.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="5"><br><br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">Videos</span><br>This is kinda old, but still worth watching. The song is great and has been in my head for days. <br><br>Kid Sister and Kanye West- Pro Nails<br><br><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pT9IZ6Xoees&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pT9IZ6Xoees&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="365"></object><br>Mmm... Here's one for the fellow emetophiles out there:<br><br>Simian Mobile Disco- Hustler<br><br><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/a8Uyf4Eh4kc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/a8Uyf4Eh4kc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="365"></object><br>I really like the concept and style of this video. That's all really. <br><br>Pharrell, Julian Casablancas, and Santogold- My Drive Thru<br><br><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GPZ5fnYFI4Q&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GPZ5fnYFI4Q&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="365"></object><br><br>No video, just a fucking great song from Santogold- The Creator<br><br><br><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/AXpZi4I4G7k&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/AXpZi4I4G7k&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="365"></object><br><br><br><br>So, this is kinda cheesy, but I like it:<br><br>"There is a smile of love,<br>And there is a smile of deceit,<br>And there is a smile of smiles<br>In which these two smiles meet"<br>-W. 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 <font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hello hello</span></font>-<br>I know you only come here for the pics and sexy stories. You use me for a quick wank and skim past all the wordy emotional or political shit. And hey, sometimes I don't blame you. Just don't think I can't see all those gallery page views :) <br><br>I am but a servant to the people, so I'll give you what you want- some glittery, sexy media. <br><br>First, a hot fucking video and song about masturbation. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Thunderheist: Jerk It</span><br><br><object height="175" width="350">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <param name="allowfullscreen" value="true">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <param name="movie" value="http://www.vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=1124192&amp;server=www.vimeo.com&amp;show_title=0&amp;show_byline=0&amp;show_portrait=0&amp;color=ff0179&amp;fullscreen=1">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <embed src="http://www.vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=1124192&amp;server=www.vimeo.com&amp;show_title=0&amp;show_byline=0&amp;show_portrait=0&amp;color=ff0179&amp;fullscreen=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" height="175" width="350"></object><br><a href="http://www.vimeo.com/1124192?pg=embed&amp;sec=1124192">thunderheist - jerk it (contest cut)</a> from <a href="http://www.vimeo.com/thatgo?pg=embed&amp;sec=1124192">thatgo</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com?pg=embed&amp;sec=1124192">Vimeo</a>.<br><br><br style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">New Hair Pics</span></font><br><br>Admittedly not that sexy, but whatever. I love it and I love me and you can't take that away from me because I'm my own person and you don't own me and I'm breaking free from your social slavery and I do what I fucking want! (Please notice the hhheeeaaavvyyy sarcasm.)<br>And yeah, I'm still kinda being weird about face pics on the site. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. So, here are some rad myspace Gen Y photoshop self obsessed semi-face pics:<br><br><img style="width: 360px; height: 271px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/chelcontrast5.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="3"><br><br><img style="width: 360px; height: 271px;" src="http://www.patrasha.com/cunt/data/upimages/chelcontrast4.jpg" alt="" align="none" border="3"><br><br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Personal Notes</span></font><br><br>I'm moving into a new apartment! I'm totally excited about this place. For one, the roommates seem cool and are down with sex work. More importantly, I'll be within walking distance to <a href="http://powerexchange.com/" target="_self">Power Exchange</a>, the <a href="http://www.sfcitadel.org/Main/CitMain.htm" target="_self">Citadel</a>, <a href="http://www.stjamesinfirmary.org/" target="_self">St. James Infirmary</a>, the <a href="http://www.sfeagle.com/" target="_self">Eagle</a>, <a href="http://www.blackhearttattoosf.com/" target="_self">Black Heart Tattoo</a>, <a href="http://www.rainbowgrocery.coop/" target="_self">Rainbow Grocery</a>, <a href="http://espu-ca.org/wp/" target="_self">ESPU</a> HQ, and the <a href="http://www.sexandculture.org/" target="_self">Center for Sex and Culture</a>. What more could I ask for?<br><br>In doing some Wiki surfing, I came across <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turn_on,_tune_in,_drop_out" target="_self">this</a>. Of course I'm familiar with Leary and this phrase, but his explanation of the "drop out" part really hit home. From the wiki:<br><br>"Drop out suggested an elective, selective, graceful process of detachment from involuntary or unconscious commitments. 'Drop Out' meant self-reliance, a discovery of one's singularity, a commitment to mobility, choice, and change. Unhappily my explanations of this sequence of personal development were often misinterpreted to mean 'Get stoned and abandon all constructive activity'."<br><br>Ugh, yes! That is exactly where I am right now. I've been trying to articulate this idea for months. My decision to leave school and Texas was a "selective ... detachment from ... [an] unconscious commitment" and "a commitment to ... change". Now, I just have to forward this to my parents, haha. <br><br>Saturday I went to a GAY WEDDING! Yay, yes, alright! My very first gay wedding! Now, I'm not a big fan of marriage to begin with, but this is an historical time and I will celebrate the equal right to make a bad decision. <br><br>The wedding was beautiful, casual, and real. One of the <a href="http://www.thesisters.org/" target="_self">Sisters</a> officiated and the reception was at the Eagle. If I had to be married, this is how I'd do it :)<br><br>Last night I went to Bjork night at the infamous <a href="http://www.trannyshack.com/about.html" target="_self">Trannyshack</a>. It was super packed and ridiculously hot, but an awesome show. It's ending soon, so I was really glad to get a chance to see it. And on Bjork night, no less! <br><br>I'm going to Chicago on Monday for the Desiree Alliance Conference. I'm totally excited to see my friends and play hard. If this is anything like last time I was there, I'm sure I'll have an interesting story or two when I get back. Hopefully nothing that'll top the suturing or window-hanging of the last trip though- my god. <br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Sex Work</span></font> <br>I'm becoming more involved with the <a href="http://espu-ca.org/wp/" target="_self">Erotic Service Providers Union</a>. I'm starting to grasp labor movement concepts and I really like what the ESPU stands for. More to come.<br><br>I've joined a Sex Workers Writing Group at the <a href="http://www.sexandculture.org/" target="_self">CSC</a>. Basically, a group of sex workers get together, write based on a prompt, share, and discuss. The first meeting was really powerful. I plan on starting a blog for us to post what we write. <br><br>Last week I played with a new friend who had me dress as a secretary. I was in a pencil skirt, white dress shirt with a waist cincher, seamed stockings, garter belt, tall shiny black heels, and of course no panties. He berated me and told me how shitty of a job I had been doing. Then he allowed me to beg and plead to keep my job. I got to convince him why he should keep me around the office and show him some skills he wasn't previously aware of. Role play is so silly sometimes, but it was fun.<br><br>I'm playing with J weekly now. I'm really happy with this situation and hope we can keep each other entertained for a while :)<br><br>Last time we played, he brought some ginger. Yikes. I'm cool with Tiger balm, but for some reason ginger really scared me. Maybe I thought it would be more powerful since it's natural. The difference is that the ginger root is a solid piece, not a salve like Tiger balm. So, it can be carved into shapes and inserted in places it just shouldn't be. I don't like the flavor of ginger in the first place, so having little bits of it stuffed between my tongue and a ball gag was rough. Then, the carved bit in my ass, it burns, I'm crawling around trying not to drop it, a sliver for my clit- great. As you probably know, I hate clitoral stimulation. It's just not for me. Great for torture and all, but otherwise, no. I mentioned carving so he's obviously got a knife. Now here's where I make my disclaimer- if any other play partner brought a knife to a meeting, he would kindly be asked to leave. J is a <span style="font-weight: bold;">special case</span>. Hear this new and unestablished play partners: <span style="font-weight: bold;">If you bring a life-threatening weapon to a session it will be over.</span> So flash back to beginning of scene- when he was carving the ginger I hinted that I was interested in the knife and cool with knife play with him. He's got me on the ground, all freaked out from the ginger and he gets the knife. Light sensation, then scraping, then the serrated edge- ouch! He teased me a bit, scraping and biting and even sawed off some cunt hair, haha. Burning ginger on my clit, then- then then then! He starts to go down on me. No NO No. I hate this! Ugh, yuck. Much like the Hitachi wand, it drives me crazy and makes me kick and thrash and eventually give up and sulk. After that, he fucked me really hard. It was the best sex I've had in a long time. He has a really nice cock. It's a pretty perfect fit for me- really thick but not too long. It was a great pounding and I was fucking glowing the rest of the day. What a wonderful scene :) Thank you!!<br><br><font size="4"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Links</span></font><br><br>Erotica/ Fetish site that looks pretty promising:<br><a href="http://www.nenablue.com/index.php" target="_self">Nena Blue</a><br><br><br>From <a href="http://laughingsquid.com/" target="_self">Laughing Squid</a>:<br><br> Green photo card printing service I just ordered from:<br><a href="http://www.moo.com/" target="_self">Moo</a><br><br>I Met The Walrus<br>"In 1969 Jerry Levitan, a 14 year old Beatles fan at the time, snuck into the hotel where <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Lennon">John Lennon</a> was staying in Toronto and talked him into doing an audio interview about peace. 38 years later Jerry&#8217;s son Josh Raskin directed the wonderful animated short <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmR0V6s3NKk" target="_self">&#8220;I Met The Walrus&#8221;</a>, which he created using the the audio from the interview as the soundtrack. The film features pen illustration by <a href="http://www.thebathwater.com/">James Braithwaite</a> and digital illustration by <a href="http://www.alex.playairways.com/">Alex Kurina</a>."<br> <br>]]></description>
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